Interview with Abu Omar Bilal Abul-Jariya, who goes by the nickname of ‘Abu Omar’, is nineteen years old and of Lebanese descent. Due to his own ‘suspicious’ but untried and non-convicted contacts, he found himself to draw the ire of airport officials on any foreign travels he made- including to his homeland in 2007. In 2009, he travelled to Kenya to allegedly experience the wildlife via a safari, but the friend’s house he was staying in was surrounded by armed police, who arrested him at gunpoint and threw him roughly into the back of a van. Abu Omar was held for intensive questioning for four days, deprived of basic amenities or any legal representation. After a harrowing ordeal, he was eventually returned to the UK and again questioned- this time by the MI5. He was left in the airport without money, barefoot and his clothes in bin liners. He returned home, although his friends have reported being harassed to provide information about him Cageprisoners: Could you please introduce yourself? Abu Omar: My name is Bilal Abul-Jariya, and I was born in Lebanon. I was born in 1990, and my mum came here with myself, my brother and my sister. We’ve lived in London since 1990…My nationality is Lebanese, but I’ve been brought up in the UK. And about myself- just some simple things about myself- I work with my family’s stepdad in air condition and refrigeration engineering and plumbing, so I’m just learning that. I married, alhamdulilaah (praise be to God)- I’ve got one daughter and hopefullyinsha’Allah- one boy coming- insha’Allah bi’ithnillah (hopefully by the permission of God) I’m going to call him ‘AbdalMajid’. At the moment I try to work and qualify for my actual job to do plumbing and that insha’Allah. So I’m just doing a work course trying to get a qualification insha’Allah CP: You’ve been living in London for a long time now and you’ve got a group of friends. In 2007, a group of your friends had gone abroad essentially, and they were studying in Somalia, and war broke out, and they decided to try and flee to the nearest embassy, which was in Nairobi. That meant they had to cross the border, and unfortunately they were kidnapped by the anti-terrorist unit and detained there. Unfortunately they were put through a very long and unnecessary process of arbitrary detention. During that period, the MI5 were questioning them intensively; they were harassing them, trying to get information. Essentially, as far as I believe, your harassment started because of the fact that your friends were detained in Kenya. Is that correct? AO: Yeah, that’s correct- that’s when I started to realise that I was being harassed by the MI5 themselves, and them actually going to general friends of mine, trying to get them to talk about myself. But they never actually approached me, but they have approached people very close to me. Also, from amongst my friends was Reza and Mohammed, who were detained in Kenya- according to them, my picture was brought forward to them by the MI5 themselves, and they spoke about me to them CP: So just to get a clearer picture of what happened- these guys were detained, and over the three/four weeks that they were being kept in secret detention, they essentially profiled you from the community? AO: Yeah, that’s right CP: So what happened next; when was the next time you got wing that you were being watched or you were being harassed in one way or another? AO: When they came back- when my friends came back and I didn’t cut them offbecause a lot of people cut them off, because they’re scared of this and that- I used just go see them regularly- you know, Mohammed is very close to myself- family friends, very close. That’s when I realised myself I was starting to be followed, because I would see someone- the same person- following me, wherever I was; the same car- I actually even memorised the number plate. So that’s when I realised. When they came back and I interacted with them- that’s when I realised that there was attention there CP: And then your next inkling was when you went to Lebanon, right? AO: Yeah, that’s right CP: What happened with that? AO: I went to Lebanon with Mohammed- who is a friend of mine, Mohammed Sakhr, Egyptian- when we went to Lebanon, when I got there, they actually held me back and asked me why I was coming into the country- what was my intention, what was the purpose of travelling- pleasure, business…I explained to them it was nothing but to see family, because I was originally born in Lebanon, and it was a long while- six/seven years since I had come to Lebanon. So they asked me where I was staying, and I told them the area I was staying- as I was not really familiar with the language, they wanted a number. My uncle was outside the airport and managed to give them the number, so they phoned and clarified and let me through. But they had a problem with me coming to the country- it was on their system. Like I wasn’t really treated like other people were treated- I was the last person to leave the airport that day. So, then…And when I was leaving the same thing again happened- they would give me problems to leave. They kept me an hour and twenty minutes- an hour and a half- asking me what I did, where did I stay, did I meet anyone in particular- all of that problem. I answered what I was doing there and then I came back to London as normal CP: Did the Lebanese authorities follow up? AO: According to my uncle, when I came back- literally three to four days later, I phoned- you know, you phone, ‘No, I’m alright- no, I’ve settled, I’m back’, and all of that. My uncle just told me, he asked me what was going on, and I asked him, ‘What do you mean, what’s going on?’, and he asked, ‘Did you have any problems at the airport?’ I said, ‘Yeah, they just asked me what I was doing in Lebanon. I just told them I was with yourself and family, and he goes the anti-terror from Lebanon approached him and they spoke to him regarding myself. So that was in 2007/8, w’Allahu a’lem (God knows better), I can’t remember exactly. That was then and…Yeah, that’s the Lebanese antiterror CP: What happened next then, in terms of you being back in the UK- did they ever approach you? AO: They never ever approached me, but they went to friends of me, a lot of friends. They would go ask them about Bilal himself, y’know, ‘How’s Bilal doing? Tell us about himself’, you know, they would do that, to random…to a lot of people CP: Do you have any examples of that? AO: I’ve got two close people that they did that to myself- they went to speak to him, but also, I know friends- that they go to their friends, you see- I don’t know the person himself, but I know his friend and they actually bring up my name and mention it to themselves, so I have many examples. People that would come forward if I was to ask them CP: In early 2009, you said that you decided to go on holiday to Kenya with your friend AO: That’s right, yeah CP: Just tell us about the whole incident AO: OK…That’s right, just recently, I decided to go on a safari trip in Kenya, as myselfI’m very interested in animals and that, so I decided to go there with my friend Mohammed- we planned it out, you know- when we had time off work we said we’d go there. Our original plan was to stay for a couple of weeks- we extended it over there. When we got there…We left the airport normal, no problems leaving the airport, we landed in Mombassa, which was a nine hour journey. When we landed there, we checked out of the airport. Myself, I had a problem when I got to the airport- again, the same procedure- every time I travel, I get held back- it’s not a coincidence that happens once. Whenever I travel, since 2006, I’ve always been held back in airports, always told ‘The system’s broken down, give us one minutes’, someone else will come and talk to me, ‘purpose of journey’, and so and so. In Mombassa, I was spoken to by a colleague who was working, and he said to me, ‘What’s your interest in coming to the country? Why have come to this country?’ I explained to him, ‘I’ve come for a safari’, ‘Where are you staying?’ I showed him a picture of the hotel where I had reserved a place. He told me, ‘If you’d just like to sit down.’ He disappeared for about twenty minutes, half an hour, came back, gave him my passport, stamped it, and then I just left the airport as planned. I just left the airport. During my stay in Mombassa I was being harassed- that’s how I see it- wherever I go to eat, I have one Somali man- I knew he was Somali, because you know, you can tell how they look according to Kenyans- you can tell the difference. Wherever I go to eat, whatever safari park we go to, he’s always there on his phone- when I stops, he stops; when I walk, he walks- it was very clear that I was being harassed. So, that was in Mombassa. When we did a little journey to Nairobi to see a friend of ours- a distant friend, we stayed with him in his house, went around Nairobi, checking out the scenes and that, it went on and on. And then, one day, out of the blue- when we were in the guest house with our friends, we got raided by the anti-terror from Kenya, and that’s when they detained us for four days. Do you want to know what happened? CP: In as much detail as possible AO: I’ll try, yeah. When…We got raided on, I think it was Monday morning- I believe Monday morning, around twelve noon. What it was, we were in the house near the poolour friend had a pool table and we were playing pool- me and Mohammed were just playing, and we heard a knock on the door, and in the house there’s…There’s two (…), so we heard knock knock and shouting- I open the curtain to see who it was- because, y’know, it’s something very rare to happen- I looked out of the window and come to see it was Kenyans- a lot of Kenyan police- like soldiers with AKs, a helicopter on top of the house, many cars, many cars. And outside on the road, from what I can see, was packed with men with guns, so obviously I got a bit nervous and scared, and I ran out from the room and I went to the kitchen, where the maid was. She was a bit scared to go and open the door, so she took a bit long- she was very shaken and frightened- she had a baby with her. They started to jump over the fences- all of them were jumping- they would take positions, and that’s how they were coming into the house. So we didn’t know what to do- it was a bit frightening and that, so we went upstairs- the maid goes, ‘Go upstairs, go upstairs’, so we were looking at each other, baffled. We were quite nervous, seeing as we’d never seen guns- we don’t really see guns in London, we’re not really used to these things, and we didn’t understand what the purpose of the visit was; I didn’t know who they were until they explained. I didn’t even know it was the anti-terror- the reason I said that and stated that is that when I came to know they detained me, they arrested us and they took us and explained to themselves- I’ll come to that. They came into the house very violently, very viciously, throwing everyone around, and when they came up, they came up with the guns, and they pointed them at us on the floor. Myself, I was on the floor, with eight of them on the floor, with guns to the head, to the back- like all of them, they were very rough people- that’s how they were dealing with us- very rough. And they shouted at us, screamed, they searched us continuously, took us to rooms, threw us around, and then they handcuffed us. They took me separately from Mohammed downstairs, and they threw us outside in the street, but at the same time, I still always had someone pointing a gun to me. I was a bit terrified, you see, because it’s not a usual thing- I didn’t know what was going on- I was being shouted at, screamed at. I was hit a bit on the back with a gun- not too hard, but just hit on the floor- told not to look up, talk or do anything. They took…They searched the house and realised there were no threats for them- the helicopter left. Mohammed did not see the helicopter, because he was kept upstairs, but me myself, I saw the helicopter. The way they came to that house from my knowledge, when I spoke to them later- they expected a fight- they expected there would be people in that house, or…I don’t know, because they came in very violently- a huge amount of them, for whatever they were doing. They took usstacked there- they took me in a car… CP: Who did they take from the household? AO: Myself and Mohammed CP: They actually came for you then? AO: According to them, they came for me and the host- the one who was hosting us- he wasn’t in the house, which I’ll come to later- the contradictions of their story and the unprofessional…The way they were dealing with us. They arrested us, shouting and screaming at us, they threw us into the vans very roughly- still with guns pointed, ‘Don’t look, keep your head down.’ They wanted to put something over our heads, but they didn’t have it, so we were told to look down whilst the gun was there; the gun was pointing to my neck, and I was just told to look at the top of the roof of the car- not to look at Mohammed, not to make any contact so to speak. I was told if I was to speak to him, the next time I’d be speaking, I’d be, ‘speaking to the angels’- meaning that they’d kill me, ‘Or to your virgins’, that was what they were saying. So, as we were going to the car, one of them kept looking at me and violently shouting at me, so then I say, ‘Don’t look at me’, and he keeps nudging me a bit strong to the neck, and he says, ‘Look at itit’s loaded, any move and I’m going to shoot you.’ So obviously I was very frightened; I didn’t…Whatever he told me, I did it. So I was very scared; I started to get, you know flashbacks- because something (like this) is abnormal for us, especially us Londoners- we don’t see guns, we’re not used to that type of life. So, they took me to the station, and when we came to the station, the same treatmentthrown around, roughly handled, still at gunpoint; they all come out of the car with their guns, taking position like someone was going to rescue us- that’s how it was; it was like a film to me- you know, you watch films, the way they deal with you. I didn’t understand what was going on, and still nothing was explained to me. I was just told to shut up and any move and I’d get shot; not to talk, not to look at anyone, keep my head down, ‘Move’, they’ll keep nudging you. They took us into this station and that’s when me and Mohammed got separated- I didn’t know what was happening to Mohammed- they just took me into the cell at gunpoint, they just kicked me into the cell- still handcuffed, I fell on the floor. About ten minutes later, they actually came and unhandcuffed me, and then they explained, ‘Do you know why you’re here?’ I said to them, ‘No, I don’t know why I’m here’, and that was all that was said to myself. I was in the cell, which was a very dark cell with no light- you can’t see nothing; no blanket, no pillows- y’know you’re treated like animals, that’s the truth. Y’know cells here, the way you see them described- they treat you nicely here, the cells are different; in Kenya, completely just a black hole, that’s what it was- black hole, no pillows, no light, nothing. It’s a very crazy thing to be honest. I was left there from the time in…When they told me that they arrested me at two o’clock. We came to…I just told them everyone that was in the house- they knew that was right- the two mates, myself, Mohammed, and our friend’s daughter- her name was Usaybah. I was taken…From two o’clock no-one spoke to me, but they used to come in every four hours, just to make a check, because I asked to use the toilet. Once I askedthat same day- to use the toilet, and he said, ‘This is the toilet.’ I said, ‘What do you mean this is the toilet? It’s black all around, I can’t even see anything- just a room of four walls- it is black, I can’t even see my own self.’ He goes, ‘You eat, you drink, you’, and being rude to me, he says, ‘You s*** here’, that’s the word he used. I said, ‘I haven’t eaten.’ He goes, ‘You drink your urine’, that’s what he said to me- he said, ‘That is your food’, and I thought…I was just baffled. Till then I still wasn’t told why I’m herenothing. That’s how I was dealt with then. Around eleven o’clock at night, I got in- still no food from when they arrested us, which they’re saying was at two, to eleven, I was taken for interrogation. I believe they took Mohammed before me, because I heard his cell open and he went for interrogation and came back- for how long I don’t know, but all I know is that I was taken at eleven o’clock. They took me into a long dark corridor, which led to a private room, and when they opened the room that was the first time that I actually saw light- I didn’t see it before then. When they opened the room, I looked a bit back because of the light, you knowyou’re not used to that bit of light. I come to realise that there’s literally one, two, three, four, five men that were sitting there- they were suited, they looked like professional people, y’know they didn’t look like they belonged there, because you can tell the difference between them and the guards that were working there. With the guards you can smell the sweat on them, and some of them were even drunk. So they told me to sit down; one smiled at me, he goes, ‘How are you Bilal?’ So I goes to him, ‘I’m ok.’ He goes, ‘Not alhamdulilaah (praise be to God)?’ Like that, so I say, ‘I’m Ok alhamdulilaah. So he goes to me, ‘Sit down’, and then I sat down. So he goes, ‘How’s your journey to Kenya?’ I said to him, y’know I was still a bit shocked to talk- I had just been in the state of guns being pointed, being thrown around; I couldn’t just sit there and talk as if everything was ok. I was a bit quiet, so he said, ‘Talk to me’, and I says to him, ‘It’s ok.’ And he goes, ‘So what do you think about Kenya? Tell us what you think about Kenya’, and I said to him, ‘Nothing...I can’t. What can I say?’ I just said it to him like that, so he said, ‘So tell me, my friend Bilal- me myself, my name is Jeffrey’- he used that name, Jeffrey. ‘This one, his name is…’, and he introduced all of them to me. Each day they had different names, so I can tell they weren’t giving me their real names. I asked them, ‘What am I doing here?’ He said, ‘We’ll get to that, just have a rest. Do you want water?’ I said, ‘Yeah, I haven’t eaten.’ He says, ‘Oh, you haven’t eaten! No problem, what do you want? Burgers and chips? You like burgers and chips?’ I said to him, ‘Anything.’ He says, ‘Halal? You want it Halal?’ I said, ‘Yeah, Halal would be good’, and he goes ‘No problem’, and then he does a phone call and says, ‘Give the boy a burger and chips and a big Coke’, and then he shut the phone. I’d come to know that they were just playing with me now, so as I was on the seat I was really expecting a burger and chips! I didn’t know what they were doing- I didn’t realise the way they were treating us. I’d come to know that anything they’d say, they’d do the opposite, so if they said they’d look after you, it meant you were going to be harassed. So they’d say, ‘Tonight you’ll sleep very good, my friend’, and that night our guard would be very rough, and you know, you’ll be tested- your patience will be tested, and they’ll do things that I’ll come to explain. When I was in that seat, according to Mr Jeffrey, that’s his name, he spoke to me about Kenya- why I came, when I came, who picked me up- I gave to him the information he needed- whatever was asked of me, I would just talk to him generally. So, y’know like ten minutes of being nice, interrogating me, ‘How’s Kenya? What safari did you go to? Describe to me the entrance? How much was the ticket? How did you get there from your hotel?’ I gave him everything, and actually he finished the story off for me, which again- when I said I was always being harassed by a Somali man who was following me everywhere. So before I’d even come to finish the story, he goes, ‘That’s when you went inside to get a bottle of water’, and I look at him, and he goes, ‘You look surprised. Why do you look surprised?’ Y’know, he’s playing games like that. Then I said to him about the Somali man, and he said, ‘Ah, so you saw him’, like that, ‘So you were aware of him’, like that. I said, ‘I thought he was some man- I didn’t know what he wanted- I didn’t speak with him, nor did I interact with him. I just left him as he was. To me, it was a bit shocking that there’s a Somali man everywhere we are- I have nothing to hide- as you can see, I’m not scared of anything.’ He goes, ‘I know you’re not scared, big man’, that’s how he was speaking. So anyway, that’s when he started to change colours- from talking to me about Kenya, that’s when he started to change colours, so from when he finished my story. He goes, ‘So you came here to blow yourself up’, that’s what he said to me, so I go, ‘I’m sorry?’ He said, ‘So you came here to blow yourself up.’ I said, ‘Why would I want to blow myself up?’ And he goes, ‘Because of your seventy two or seventy three or whatever the f*** they are virgins’, like that. And I said to him, ‘I’m already married. Why would I want to kill myself? I’ve got kids; I’ve got family to look after. Why am I here?’ He goes, ‘My friend, let’s get to the story: you come here, you plan to blow up the Kenyan people. You’re a terrorist, you’re an Al-Qaeda member’, that’s what he said to me. He said to me, ‘We believe you’ve been to Afghanistan.’ I said to him, ‘Yeah? I’ve never been to Afghanistan’, he goes, ‘Listen, we have pictures of you in Afghanistan, in Chechnya, in Iraq, in Somalia’, he kept saying to me. So I said to him, ‘Ok, no problem. Can I see those pictures?’ Then he told me, ‘Don’t be cheeky. We’re not a joke. Do we look like a joke?’ That’s how he was speaking to me, so then I realised the situation and stopped being cheeky- you know, because of the way I was being treated, I didn’t want to be cheeky, and so I was compromising with them. I asked them, ‘Can I get some legal advice- can I see a solicitor? Can I tell me embassy?’ He laughed. He goes, ‘My friend, this is Africa. In Africa, the only thing we can give you is black magic.’ That’s what he said- no solicitors, just black magic. I said to him, ‘That’s ok, innit’, and they all laughed- the ones around. As I was talking to him, there would be one who’d throw a name at me- for example, they would say ‘Dujana, like thatthat was the name they used a lot. So I’m talking to him, and he says, ‘Dujana, come on, you know you’re Dujana; you use this kunya (nickname).’ They knew the words- they said ‘kunya’, you know, all of this. And I said to them, and I wasn’t paying attention, then he would say, ‘Omar, Omar’, like as I was talking to the guy. Y’know, they wanted to…As I looked at him, he kept throwing many names- Dujana, Omar…What was it? Abu Ahmad, Abu this, Abu that…Lots of names. So I was just talking, then I asked them, ‘Look, who do you want me to talk to? You’re all talking to me at the same time.’ And then he goes, ‘We’re not talking to you at the same time. We’re just telling you all the different names that you go by.’ And I said, ‘Sorry? What are you talking about?’ He said, ‘We’re telling you- you used this name in Afghanistan, and you used this name in Iraq, and you used this name in Somalia, this name in Israel…’ And I said to them, ‘I’ve never been, and as you can see I’ve got a tendon injury that recurs a bit as I got into an incident. They said to me that this was a mortar, and I’d been involved in a battle in Afghanistan. They said on a mountain- what’s it called? CP: Tora Bora AO: That’s it- Tora Bora. They said I was caught up in a mortar attack, that’s what they said, and I laughed, and that’s how he goes to me, ‘You think this is a big joke?’ I said to them, ‘No- you can contact my embassy and allow them to know I’m here, and then tell them to check it and you’ll come to know that I did a tendon repair in UCL Hospital in King’s Cross’, and he started to laugh. Then that’s when he said, ‘So you want us to tell your embassy? You’re not scared for your embassy to know?’ I said, ‘No, I’m not scared for them to know. I want you to tell them now. Why should I be scared?’ And then he goes, ‘Yeah, you shouldn’t be scared, but let me tell you: your embassy doesn’t care about you’, that’s what he said to me, ‘They don’t care about you, and they even told me that I’d be doing a favour for them if you didn’t even come back.’ CP: Did they ever ask you any questions about people in the UK, or about your activities in the UK? AO: Erm…Yeah, they asked, they asked; the mosques I attend, if I attend a mosque. They asked me, ‘What do you do there?’ Yeah, they asked me what my living was- what do I do; what mosques, who did I listen to, what did I attend, who did I know. They mentioned some names from this country that I never knew- they only mentioned one- of my friend that I knew there, so they goes, ‘How is he?’ And they asked about himself, so that’s what they were doing- they were asking me some names that I knew CP: So did it seem to you as if some of those questions were coming from the UK? AO: To be honest, all the questions were coming from the UK. If you were to ask me about how I would know that, I would know because, for example, as I left this country…Of course I’ve got a car, a little car. I didn’t want to leave it, because I have a residency, so I actually gave it to a friend of mine who was driving it. Then they said to me, ‘So who’s your friend driving the car?’ And the friend that was driving the car was the actual friend that they were asking me about. So I know the only way that they got this was through this country CP: So you felt all the questions were coming from the UK? AO: Yeah CP: Did you ever meet anybody from MI5 or MI6 while you were being detained? AO: Just…No, according to nothing that was told to me that they actually suggested, ‘I’m from MI5’. I was told that…A woman used to come in and out, and I was told by the Kenyans that, ‘This is a woman from your embassy that has been sent to see if you’re ok.’ But she never ever interacted with us or spoke to us CP: So there were people from the consulate, the embassy? AO: Yeah, they were definitely there- I saw them, but they never spoke to us CP: Ok. So what happened after that? AO: After that, that night after the interrogation- after the way we left it, as he told meeverything that I left behind, in terms of what was going on in my normal…Like, for example, someone’s driving your car, your wife is ok now, you’re expecting a kid, and you’ve got a daughter called ‘Summaya’…They knew all of this, so I was thinking, you know, that’s when I started to get worried, because…You know, to be honest it’s very shocking- you’re in the room in the middle of a country; you don’t know what your rights are, you’ve been taken at gunpoint and thrown into a black hole with no food, and they’re telling you your actual life story. That’s what it is. So, to me, I was very shocked…And he’s telling me about black magic. So I started to get very scared, and I didn’t understand this man- I’d never seen him in my life, I’d never met him in my life, and he’s actually telling me my life story. He’s telling me how many brothers I have, how many sisters I’ve got, my daughter...He’s telling me, ‘How would your daughter..?’ You know, he’s telling me…Like indirect threats, y’know? So that night, he asked me questions like I came to Africa to blow myself up, and who did I meet in Africa. Then, at the end, when I was speaking to him, he goes to me, ‘You’re lying’, he goes…He asked me if I was gay, and then he said to me, ‘What would you feel if I was to come over to you now and squeeze your balls?’ That’s what he said to me- like that. And I said to him, ‘Sir’, I said, ‘Sir, why are you talking to me like this?’ He goes, ‘I can talk to you the way I like. What is it to you, the way I talk to you? I can do anything that I want to you.’ He goes, ‘You don’t exist- you have to understand this. You know the “War on Terror”; you’ve heard about this?’ I said, ‘Yeah, I’ve heard it- it’s over the news in London; every day you hear about this.’ He goes, ‘Yeah, you people- you have no rights.’ He goes, ‘You don’t exist. In our world, you don’t exist- we can do and take you as we will.’ And he goes, ‘You will come to see tonight, my friend.’ He goes, ‘No, tonight is ‘Hilton Hotel’’, that’s what he said to me, and they all started laughing. So then he goes that, ‘You’re being stubborn and you’re not telling us what we want to know. No problem, we’re sure you’ll talk tomorrow after you have a ‘good’ sleep’, and he said it like that. They took me out of the cell, and they took me back…Sorry, they took me back out of the investigation room, they took me back along the corridor- that’s when I saw other people being detained, and I came to realise one was our friend’s wife. She was there. She looked very…frightened and shaken. She looked very nervous and didn’t know what was going on CP: So your friend’s wife was there? AO: Friend’s wife, yeah, that’s when I came to…She wasn’t at the house of the arrest, when we were arrested, because we when we were walking around the house we didn’t see her, but she was in the station at night. So they never mentioned her to myself. So when I got into the cell, the man, he forgot to lock my cell, so that’s when I actually saw Mohammed- because I opened it to go to the toilet, because you can open it as you want, and I left. When I came to go towards the toilet, Mohammed called me- I could see him through a little hole; I looked up through a little hole and I could just see Mohammed, so we just spoke to each other just very quickly. I said to him, ‘How are you?’ He said to me, ‘What’s going on?’ I told him what was going on; he told me what was going on as well. He was a bit frightened, like myself- he didn’t know what was happening. He goes, ‘What do you think they’re going to do to us?’ I said to him, ‘I don’t know. But they threatened me. Did they threaten you?’ He goes, ‘No, they didn’t threaten me.’ I goes, ‘Well that was all I was getting- I was getting threatened with everything.’ And then he goes…That was about it- I went to the toilet, I went back to my cell- I didn’t want to get caught out, because they said if you misbehaved then they would deal with you. That night, they would come in the middle of the night- loud. Loud noises, they’d come in shouting your name; they’d open the door, kick you- like this, like that. They’d wake you up and they would just look at you, and then they’d just go back out. They interrupted our sleep- they never actually took me back out for interrogation. Errr…It came to six o’clock- that’s when they came in again violently took us, handcuffed us, and we were just taken out, at gunpoint. But this time, they never took us- they took us into a car that transferred us to…They took us to another place that I came to know was a station. At the station, I met two of the people I that I had met the previous night when I saw them. It wasn’t Jeffrey- it was another two, and then another four people, so it was always six that were interrogating- I always counted them. They interrogated me again and asked me, ‘How was your sleep?’ Obviously they knew it was very uncomfortableit was very cold at night- no blanket, no pillow- you’re just sleeping on the floor. That’s what it is- a dark hole. So they go to me, ‘So how was your night? Did you eat?’ I explain to them, ‘I was told by Mr Jeffrey burgers, chips and a drink would come, and then nothing- I haven’t had water.’ They said, ‘No problem, we’ll order you food now, and then we’ll talk to you.’ But they started the interrogation without food. Again, they interrogated me- same questions, nothing new this time. Same questions, but this time more informationsomething that only someone in this country will know, you see, know that they know where I work, what I do, you see- where I play football, what mosque I go to- they’re telling me this. And I started to think, ‘Well how would they know all these things anyway?’ So that’s when I came to know that something coming from this country itself- it couldn’t be other than that…Black magic or whatever. I believed it was beyond that, you see- so whatever they knew, it was coming from here. Then he goes to me, ‘We’ve contacted your embassy- your embassy know that you’re here, and they said to us that they’re not interested in you’, that’s what he goes. So he goes, ‘That phone call you wanted to make to them? You don’t need to make it. Why don’t you make it to your wife?’ And he threw a mobile at me. And then, that mobile- I picked it up. There was no battery- there was nothing in it. Like I picked up the mobile, and then I had the mobile in my hand, and he goes, ‘So you recognise this mobile?’ And that’s when I got scared, y’know, because I didn’t know what that mobile was- it could be anything. So when he threw it and I caught it- the fact I had it in my hand- then he threw a question, ‘Ah, so you know this mobile?’ So there’s no evidence there, no-one can speak for myself, no-one can represent me- I just grabbed the mobile and I looked at him. He goes, ‘It’s got your fingerprints’- like that, very funny. Then that’s when my face went red, because now I thought, ‘They’ve stitched me up, they’ve set me up.’ That’s how I thought it was. Then he goes, ‘This mobile has made calls’- that’s what he said to me. ‘It’s made calls to Bin Laden’, like that, but then, that’s when my face actually crawled down, you know? Like from being scared that I’ve actually grabbed something that I don’t know what it is, to actually, ‘Ah’ – I blew it. He said, ‘You seem relaxed.’ I said, because I’m like, ‘I’ve never met Bin Laden in my life! I know you’re playing with me’- I said that. He goes, ‘Relax’, then he started laughing. He goes, ‘Give it back to me’, then I give it back to him, and they’re all laughing. He goes, ‘That was a good one, son. Next time it’ll be something else in your hand’- that’s what he said, and then I thought, ‘What are they talking about?’ Same interrogation, they asked me about a friend of mine in this country, ‘What about him?’ A lot of questions, you know- the one that actually drove my car; they’re saying to me, ‘Why did you actually come to this country? Come on, let’s be big men.’ Just really talking to us, ‘Why are you coming here? What was your intention in coming here? Who did you meet? Who didn’t you meet?’ And then he started to say, ‘We saw you on the beach with six Kenyans’, and he started to name me them, show me some picturesI’d never seen them in my life. He goes, ‘You were planning to attack a supermarket’one called Nakona; Nakona is very famous there, and according to them- according to him, it’s an Israeli supermarket, that’s what he said. ‘You’ve come to hit Israelis and the Israeli Embassy’, and all of that. And I said to him, ‘I didn’t come to do any of that- why would I want to do that?’ And he said, ‘Come on, be serious, we found some…We found things in your house; we found explosives, guns and…’ What’s it called? Errr…I don’t know what they call it- a belt to commit suicide, all of that stuff, ‘We found it. It’s all got your fingerprints’, and this and that. ‘The phone here- this phone has phoned Bin Laden to confirm that the mission is almost accomplished…’ I said, ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about- that phone, you gave it to myself.’ He goes, ‘I didn’t give it to you’, and they all…See, they’re playing games with you now, and then he goes to me, ‘You must be very hungry’, and this was, like, they took us at six o’clock in the morning, so the next time I got to see Mohammed was at about one in the afternoon. I wasn’t seeing him- they would take him separate and take myself separate. Then they put us (both) in a chair- they put me and Mohammed facing each other, handcuffed with our hands on the table, and they put someone along with us, and they said, ‘Don’t let them speak, don’t let them move. They must stay here until...’ and they named someone to come back. So me and Mohammed were there from ten o’clock in the morning, from when…Because they put us in a little office and I saw a clock- at ten in the morning. I was looking at Mohammed and Mohammed was looking at me, and when they came back for us it was about nine pm. So from ten am- at six we got taken out the second day and interrogated, 10am we were put in a room, with myself and Mohammed handcuffed on a table, all the way to 9pm…Sorry, 10pm, and then they came in. The group that came in were the actual group that were taking us around, because they had one Somali driver, three Kenyan men and two Kenyan women. So when they came, I knew we were getting moved because they took me from the first station to where I was. They came and asked me, ‘Have you eaten?’ I said, ‘No, I haven’t eaten.’ They said, Ok’, and they made it out like they were going to get me food, because I hadn’t eaten since Monday, when I was arrested at two o’clock in the afternoon to the next day, which is Tuesday, now 10pm and I still haven’t eaten…Been mistreated, and all of that. They took us…They put us into the car- again handcuffed, told us not to look at each other; they had us at gunpoint- a little gun pointed at both of us, and one of them said, ‘Any movement, any slight inch and you know what’ll happen’, and this and that. They took us to the next station, and in that station we slept- again, it was separate cells…We slept and then they took us- Wednesday morning- we woke up again, six o’clock, and they took us to the next place, which was an office. The man even said to me, ‘This is the MI5 in Kenya. You’re going to our offices; this will be better for you, eh? You don’t like darkness- here you will get water.’ Here, they took us into rooms, and it was a house- to be honest, it looked like a house- a big house. We went in there- there were guards, and they opened the gates. They took us up the stairs, down the corridor and into a room. When they opened the room, it was like a long meeting room- there was a long table with computers all around it- no-one was in the room at the time. Me and Mohammed entered that room, then the ones who interrogated me on the first night, with Jeffrey and so on, they all walked in, and they were like, ‘How are you Bilal? How have you been? You ate the burger and chips?’ And I still hadn’t eaten now- the third day, no food- they kept interrupting our sleep, continuously shouting, dragging us, moving us around- that’s what it was. That was on the Wednesday- we got interrogated right from the morning to at night- interrogated, interrogated, interrogated. They gave us…At three o’clock, they gave me an ‘Ogale’- they call it ‘Ogale’ in Kenya, some food. But in it they put cigarette ashes- I couldn’t eat it anyway- like, just trying to pick the bit that didn’t have the ashes in, and when they would leave, they had one guy. This guy was a bit ok to us- he would let us use the water machine, so we were just drinking as much water as we can- with the Ogale we couldn’t touch it, because they’d put cigarette ashes in it and all of that, so we couldn’t really eat it. And inside the cells… When they take us for interrogation, we would miss lunch and dinner, because when we came back, we could tell the people who we already saw there had already eaten- we could see empty plates lying around. So that’s how it was- we always missed out our meals; we actually allowed them to know that, but they didn’t really care, to be honest. So that day was the only day when we got some food, which was Ogale- like I said, they put cigarette ashes in there. That day they were very violent with us- they had had enough, they had…They’re telling me, ‘Are you gay?’ I said to them, ‘No, I’m married.’ They go to me, ‘No problem. We have someone who…wants to spend some time with you, so you will see him tonight.’ And then he goes, ‘Tomorrow, you will definitely talk to us. I’ve had enough of you- I’ve had patience with you. Today I promise you, you’ll never forget this day.’ So I didn’t know what he was talking about. So that day, Wednesday, after interrogation, in the evening, the same group came in again- like I said, the people that we know- Somali man, three Kenyan men and two women, so I knew we were getting moved again. But this time, the whole thing changedit changed, the rhythm, it changed. Suddenly, big Kenyan, very well-built men came in, with AKs. They shouted at us, ‘Get your backs to the wall!’ They threw us towards the wall, they handcuffed us; they just grabbed us by the back of…By the backs of our clothes, they grabbed us very tight at gunpoint and took us into cars. Then before he came, one of them said, ‘Don’t worry, you’re going to be in good hands. They’re going to treat you very well’ and he just laughed and walked off. That was at night, on Wednesday night, they took us into cars, and they took us for a long, long drive- hourstwo to three hours, from my knowledge- non-stop. They took us to forest roads- you know, like they went into a forest, it was all forest roads. They’d stop the car, get off, all shouting to us to get off, but they never did anything to us- they just threw us on the floor. That’s when we thought the worst- you know, because you hear stories of what they do to people- people get found dead in the forest. So they just threw us out the car in the forest, and we heard ‘tchck-tchk’- you know, the noise was there, and then I’d feel a gun to the back of my head, like that, but…nothing. Then they’d just all laugh, pick us back up, throw us back into the car, then they’d drive again. They did this twice or three times. So I thought…I mean, you’ve got to be beyond thinking with these things- they’re not practical. You kind of get disturbed- you don’t know…You come to know you’re in the middle of nowhere, you don’t know if your family know about you, these people haven’t fed you, y’know they’re mistreating us continuously. So, they did that then, and I realised they were just playing with us. They took us back to the cell- this was a prison, another police station. We were kept there till Thursday morning. We were given breakfast- that day we were given breakfastit was egg, toast and a cup of juice. Then we were told that someone from the British Embassy was coming to see us. I thought, ‘We’ve heard this since Monday’, so I never thought of anything- I just stayed in the cell, and that’s when the guard came. He took me first- Mohammed was…I didn’t see Mohammed; he was in another room. He came; he came and took me out towards another room. When I got in there, there was the first white woman I saw- no sorry, the second white woman, because there was a woman on the Monday and Tuesday- they said that she was from the British Embassy and she was there to see us, but she never interacted with us. She was just around; I never really got to get a good look at her, because y’know the doors were open- you could see someone looking through the room that wasn’t Kenyanwe could see they were white because we saw their white skin colour, but this woman actually went into the room, and this is when she said to me, ‘I am from the British Consulate. I’ve come to see if you’re ok; I apologise much- I never knew you were here until this morning when I was on my way to work in the taxi, I read the news of two British Al-Qaeda members arrested in Kenya.’ She said this to me on the Thursday, and I said to her, ‘No, I was here since Monday; I’ve asked to see you…I asked to see someone; no-one ever came. There was someone in the station but they never spoke to me, and so on, so on. She apologised deeply, ‘I’m so sorry- I came as soon as I found out about you. I’ve got a lot of paperwork to do, but I dropped everything to come to you. Are you ok?’ I looked at her and said, ‘I’m not ok’- she could see I was very stressed, y’know, she said, ‘You look very stressed, you look scared.’ I said, ‘Yeah, I’m very scared. I don’t know what’s going on- explain to me.’ She said, ‘I’m as lost as you’, and I said, ‘So you said you’re coming to help me’, she goes, ‘I can’t really help you- I’m just here to explain your rights.’ She started to give me papers; I got frustrated, so with my hands, I just threw…I pushed the papers back to her. I said, ‘What is this going to do for me? I need help. Can you get me…What’s going on? I don’t know what’s going on.’ I told her how I was being treated, and she told me, ‘I’m sorry. Have they fed you ok’, and she was writing everything I was saying down, and she goes, ‘Does anyone back home know that you’re here?’ And I said, ‘Yeah, they do know I’m here’, and she goes, ‘How is that?’ She looked shocked, as in, ‘Who told them you were here?’ So when she said that, I smiled at her, yeah, because I thought why is she talking to me? She seemed very worried about me- now she wants to know how my family knows that I’ve been arrested. And I said to her clear-cut, because when I was arrested on Monday, they asked me, which was around two o’clock…It was around the afternoon, midday, and someone came in- not the interrogator- a guard. He goes, ‘Does anyone know you are here?’ You know, that’s how they speak, and I said, ‘Yeah’- even though no-one knew. I said yeah, so at least they’d think twice about whatever they were going to do to me- it’s a precaution; I’ve got that advice from people before. So I said ‘Yeah.’ They go, ‘How? How? How do they know?’ I said, ‘I saw the police car coming into the house, so I got so scared I thought I’d phone my mum- to tell her that police are coming, because I don’t know the police number in Kenya to tell them, so I just phoned someone.’ But I never really phoned anyone; I just said that to them. So she was very interested in that- how my family knew that I was arrested- that was her main priority now- she wasn’t interested in my health, or what food; ‘Who knows…’ I felt like I was being interrogated by her. So, that was it- she said to me that she can’t tell me what’s going to go on; she told me what she is, she goes, ‘Really, I can’t…These are your rights.’ She gave me papers, and that was the last thing I needed to see- papers- after a long four days now, tired, hardly any food, mistreated then taken out. Then, that was about it, really. She asked me, ‘Shall I contact anyone?’ I said, ‘Yeah’, and I gave her my sister’s number, and she goes, ‘I’ll contact them and let them know you’re here.’ When I came back, I came to know she did phone, but, just to end it in Kenya in the meantime, that’s when we realised…We were told we were going to go back to London…Errr, on Thursday- because they asked us to sign for our bags and our property and everything. That’s when we knew good news…There was some good news- I thought now I can see my bags; my passport I saw- the fact they has my passport. So they came in, and they made us sign for everything that was there- nothing was missing, everything was there, and that’s when I came to realise the same group that’s always there- that moves us around, they came. So I knew one way or another I’m going to go somewhere else now, and that’s when they just drove us to the airport. From the airport we were kept separate from everybody else, until we were ready to load the plane, and we loaded the plane. We came to the United Kingdom, which is here CP: What happened when you arrived in the UK? Were you stopped at all? AO: Yeah- when I arrived in the UK, we had three Kenyans- four Kenyans- that brought us- that actually brought us, yeah- three men, one woman. The plane stopped; a tannoy was made on the plane, ‘Everyone remain in your seats.’ Literally ten to thirteen big white built men came on the plane with suits. As they were walking towards us, they… One of them directly looked at me and smiled, and he called me, ‘Bilal, would you like to stand up?’ And then I stood up, and Mohammed stood up, and then there was another man- an old Somali man that was actually brought back with us. They escorted us off the actual aeroplane, they took us down the corridor- we didn’t check nothing was with them, and they explained themselves, ‘We are the MI5, now you’re free we’re going to have to speak to you’, they explained themselves. ‘Are you ok?’ Now they’re very friendly, and they asked me, ‘You look so tired- do you want a drink, a sandwich, a coffee?’ You know, they were being very polite to us now, so I just took advantage of that- because I was very hungry- I haven’t eaten for four days- I asked for a drink, a sandwich- for anything that they were offering. I took it off them. That’s about it really- they put us into separate…They took Mohammed, I didn’t see Mohammed; they took myself. I landed in this country, most probably…Was it Friday morning? Yeah, Friday morning, because we left there Thursday night CP: Do you remember the date? AO: No, I don’t remember the date from the back of my head CP: What month was it? AO: It was…What are we in? April- it was last month- March. It was March we came back. Was it 23rd of March, maybe? Yeah, something like that. We landed six o’clock in the morning- my solicitor that was phoning the embassy was told that we hadn’t arrived yet, but we were there from six o’clock- they never let me leave the airport till 4pm. So from 6am to 4pm I was amongst the MI5, being interrogated, in terms of, ‘What were you doing in Kenya? Why did you go? Who did you go with?’ Just the same questions- they didn’t really ask me…They asked me what happened in Kenya- they said, ‘It’s very important that you tell us what happened, because we’re concerned about the interests of our British citizens…If you were mistreated.’ I told them everything that happened to me over there. They asked me, ‘How did you book your ticket? Why did you decide to go?’ I answered all their questions- I was told, ‘You can’t respond with no comment’, and I wasn’t…I didn’t have anything to hide CP: Who was it? AO: It was MI5 dealing with myself- they interrogated me, took my fingerprints, took pictures…Even again I said, ‘Look, why is this happening? The way I see it, I haven’t done anything. I went on holiday and was being held…’ They said, ‘This is the procedure- we have to do this. We apologise for any inconvenience’ and all of this and so on. I said, ‘I’m tired’- I was saying to them, ‘I’m tired’- because I was very tired, exhausted, as they could see, and still a bit shaken. Still, they had to do it, so I was with them from 6am to 4pm. It came time to leave the airport; Mohammed had already left before me, because I met him in the next couple of days and he said he had left before me. They took all my money off me- that was in the airport- they took all my money off me. My bags- they gave me my clothes in bin bags, and they didn’t even…They took my shoes as well. So, I left the airport with a bin bag and no shoes- barefoot, no money. And I said to them, ‘Can I have the money?’ They said, ‘We’ve got to keep it. You’ll get it back in seven days.’ I explained, ‘So how am I going to leave? I’ve got no-one here to pick me up.’ They go, ‘Well, we can let you make a phone call’, and I go, ‘Yeah, well can you?’ So I picked up the phone to make a call to my sister, but her phone was engaged, and I said to them, ‘It’s engaged. Can you wait one minute?’ And he goes, ‘Ah, you know what, mate? I have to shoot off- I can’t really wait.’ And I said to him’ I was with you from 6am to 4pm waiting- I had patience with you. I have no money, I have nowhere to go. Can you just wait?’ He said, ‘I really have to go- try again.’ I tried again, but my sister’s number was still engaged, so they just left me like that in the airport. So in the airport…The way I looked was very weird- no shoes, a bin bag- in the airport with a bin bag, you see? I was walking around in the airport with a bin bag. I went up to the…To look for a phone, but reverse charges, you see. No-one answered my house number; I went to some people in the airport, asking, ‘Can I use your mobile?’ People said, ‘I don’t have a mobile’, so I was a bit lost- I had to go upstairs, and then I bumped into them again, one of them. And they were waiting for…I think this time they were leaving the airport. He said, ‘Ah, you’re still here Bilal?’ I said to him, ‘Yeah, I’ve got no money, I don’t know if my family are coming- I need to make a phone call.’ Then he goes, ‘Ah. I left my phone in the office- I’m sorry about that. I wish you all the best’ and this and that. So I just went upstairs- where you leave the airport on Terminal three, go upstairs to the car park. I waited around for literally an hour now- no-one was coming, I didn’t know what was going on; Mohammed was nowhere to be seen. I asked another man if I could use his phone and he said he had no credit. I thought, same thing- let me try and do reverse charges. As I was going, I saw a Muslim-looking Pakistani man; I asked him, ‘Salaam…’ I ‘Salaamed’ him- I asked him, ‘Brother, can I use your phone; I’ve just got myself…’ He was a bit scared of me; walking around with no shoes, a bin bag. He knew the way they put me- the way they put me- this is what they do. So when he heard the ‘Salaam’, that kind of brought security to him. I said to him, ‘Akhi (brother), a situation happened to me- I really need to phone to ask my family…’ And he gave me the phone, alhamdulilaah (thanks be to God). I phoned my sister- this time she picked up; I said to her…She was very happy to hear my voice- she goes, ‘Where are you? Where are you? We’ve been trying to get hold of you.’ I said, ‘I’m in the airport, but I’ve got no phone. Who’s coming to get me?’ She goes, ‘So they’ve released you?’ I said, ‘Yeah’, so she goes, ‘Ok. Your step-dad is coming now. Just where are you now?’ So I gave them the directions of where I was. About an hour and a half later, my step-dad came to pick me up, and that’s when I went back with the family, and they took me home. They were happy to see me, and when they saw the state of myself- bin bag, no money, I haven’t eaten, four days in Kenya- you know; the way I was dealt with was not nice to be honest. It’s like I felt I was a man with no rights- a British person in the country comes back- at least they can try and give me a lift home, offer me help and that- they just left me at the airport like that. They didn’t really care to be honest CP: After that, did you face any more harassment by MI5? AO: After that, I feel that I’m being followed, because I see a lot of people being followed. Like, for example, I was walking the first…The second day I was back, I went to the local Tesco to get some stuff for my family; I had two white men with Northface jackets who would follow me wherever I would go; I bumped into a friend of mine- just random bumping in. I ‘Salaamed’ him, ‘How are you brother?’ This, that and the other. He looked at me, ‘How are you? Are you ok? I heard something happened…’ Just normal, just same old. After I left him, it came to my knowledge a week later- because I don’t really see him, I don’t really him a lot- when I left him, the two men that were following me caught up with him, asked him, ‘Can you stay aside?’ A car came, parked next to them, and they asked him, ‘Can you get into the car?’ And according to his story, they took him to Paddington Station, and asked him about myself and what the purpose of our meeting was, how I contacted him…Because they knew my phone never phoned anyone. He explained, ‘I just bumped into him; I was coming from work…’ His story was the truth, and they came to realise his story was the truth, and they said, ‘Look, you know your friend- he’s got himself into trouble’, and my friend didn’t really know I was arrested- he just said, ‘I heard something happened’, and I go to him, ‘I’ll speak to you later’- because I don’t want my business to go out to people, you see? So I just said to him, ‘Yeah, I’m ok, everything happened…’ But they actually exposed everything to him- they were saying to him, ‘Your friend was in Africa’, ‘arrested’, and this and that; ‘Can you help us? Do you know anything about him? Do you know what he does or where he goes? Here’s our number- you know it’s against the law to hold anything back- here’s our number, we’ll keep in touch with you. Are you looking to travel in the future? It can be a bit messy for you if you don’t, you know, comply with us.’ I asked him when he told me this- there were no recorders, nothing- they just took him to a room, spoke to him generally for an hour and a half and left. And the same thing- they’ve done this to two other people as well CP: This is after you’ve come back? AO: Yeah, this is after I’ve come back CP: And also, you effectively received an inverted message from Lebanon? AO: Yeah, ok, that’s right. I phoned my uncle a week ago- I phoned my brother, sorry, and my brother goes, ‘Your uncle got visited’, so I phoned my uncle, and he spoke to me and goes, ‘Listen, did you go to Africa?’ He doesn’t…We don’t really have a close relationship- I don’t phone him and tell him every step I’m going to do. I said, ‘Yeah, I went to go on a little break, have a little safari’, and he goes, ‘That explains it.’ I said, ‘Sorry- what do you mean ‘that explains it’?’ He goes, ‘The anti-terror of Lebanon…’ This, that- an Arabic word- they call them ‘Mukhabaraat’- he said, ‘The Mukhabaraat, they came to me’, and he seemed very worried, he goes, ‘Dear, just keep yourself out of trouble.’ I said to him, ‘Uncle, I don’t do anything- what’s there to be keeping myself out of?’ He goes, ‘They looked very serious- they asked about you, they asked when you were coming again- they knew you were here recently; they wanted to know who you were staying with, where you were going…’ They said to him that they have inside information from Britain that I’m involved in Al-Qaeda- that’s what they said- that Britain has told them I’m Al-Qaeda, and I might be ‘coming to start something off.’ You know, they were talking to him like this. My uncle was going, ‘No, I know him- he’s my nephew, he’s not doing anything, he’s a good kid, hardworking family man- he looks after his mum; he helps us out sometimes. He’s not involved in any of that.’ They go, ‘Well, this is the information that we have’, so that’s what they were doing- they went to my uncle’s, and they’re hassling my brother on the phone CP: And what did they say- didn’t they say something along the lines of, that you’re not allowed to return to Lebanon? AO: They asked when I was coming…When I was coming back again, and according to my uncle, from a friend of his, they said to him, ‘Whatever you do, you tell your nephew never to come back, because if he does come back, then there’s going to be problems’, because they’ve been told from this country to ‘do what you have to do to him’, so my uncle’s telling me, because my brother’s getting married… CP: Your uncle’s contact said to him? AO: Yeah, my uncle’s contact said to him, ‘Don’t bring him back, because problems will happen’, and my uncle explained to them- because my uncle’s a general, old man, he goes, ‘His brother’s getting married this summer’, and his contact said, ‘You must be crazy if you think he can come and walk here.’ Basically, it was like he was warning him, ‘Don’t tell your nephew to come back here- there’s problems for him.’ CP: So because of this… AO: Because of this country telling the Lebanese that I’m an ‘Al-Qaeda operative’ or suspect- this is what they would say- even my brother used that word CP: So now you won’t be able to go to your brother’s wedding? AO: Yeah, I won’t be able to go to my brother’s wedding or go and see my aunty, whose very ill- I used to try and go see her; when I went last year, because she said, ‘Please come and see me’, because she was near enough on her deathbed, so she really wants to see me. So, basically I won’t be able to go back to Lebanon, which has really affected me- because I don’t have any family living here; I’ve only got my mum, my sister and my brother lives in Lebanon- all my family live in Lebanon. So it’s affected me a lotthat I can’t actually go there- I’m worried for my own safety; as I saw in Kenya that they mistreated me, and no-one got involved for me from here. My family, and solicitors and Cageprisoners and all of that, they couldn’t have really done anything, and that’s what it was. I knew they wanted to do more, because they were really, really disturbed as to who knew I was arrested here- that disturbed them, that ruined their plans. He stressed it out to me, he was very open, Mr Jeffrey, that’s what he was saying CP: So how would you like this situation to be resolved? AO: Me, the way I see it, obviously, I just want to be left alone- I don’t want to be harassed, followed- I feel intimidated, I’ve got a lot of side effects, you know- I get worried, I hear noises at night because of the way they came. I’ve been affected- I don’t feel like I live in peace in this country; any noise, even my wife, when the letter comes through the letterbox, she sees me jump- I think, ‘What’s going on?’ I just want to be left alone and live my normal life- I don’t want to be harassed, because I feel in this country like I’m being harassed, I’m being watched, my privacy’s been interrupted- that’s what it is, you see? My friends have been scared away from me because they’ve been approached; I feel isolated, that’s what it is. So it’s becoming a bit too much, that’s what it is