149 1 and understand, because he tried to do it, he made his best 2 efforts, with Dr. May's advice and counsel and guidance, to 3 understand the horrible things he did with those young girls 4 in New York, as well. He had no concept of how out of control 5 he was. 6 And as Dr. Bradford, you know, opined, in effect -- 7 and this is no excuse, Your Honor, I swear to you, Judge 8 Pratt, I'm not making an excuse -- the reality is, he traded a 9 horrible food addiction for a horrible sex addiction and all 10 sorts of corollary related terrible, terrible things that 11 followed along with it. 12 I wish he would have realized long ago what problem 13 he had, and we wouldn't be sitting here today and he wouldn't 14 be followed by a helicopter and seeing his life crash and 15 burn. For whatever series of reasons, he didn't. 16 But, Your Honor, he gets it now. 17 gets it now. It's late, but he The very first day that Andy DeVooght and I met 18 this guy and he came to us and said, "I would like you to 19 represent me," he came to us and said, "I'm sick and I want to 20 get well. I know I'm going to prison, and I deserve it. I 21 want to make a clean breast of things and tell you 22 everything." And, ultimately, he told the government 23 everything, which he did for hours and hours and hours 24 truthfully, candidly, openly. We wouldn't have been allowed 25 to go to Ottawa or Lexington, Kentucky, or Aurora, Colorado,