Home, for a time, now at healing, Amid ?owering lemon, feathery eucalyptus, The improbable richness of California winter, In this house of women without men She practices the patient arts, Reading the memoirs of Mandelstam?s widow, Talking on the telephone to concerned distant voices, Sewing a pearl button on her favorite nightgown. Just yesterday, propped at the window, she wrote: I feel slowly my being drift out my ?ngertips, The miracle of my transplanted life, Yellow roses in the blue venetian vase D. brought me from Murano hanging over it, quite by chance, The black madonna of Czenstochow .. . Early this morning she wakes to cowbells in Switzerland. Out the white world, the fog world, A shape drifts toward her?Anna, the beekeeper?s daughter, In her pale veil, long white gloves. How slowly she moves down the winding path Gathering in her arms one by one The honeyed light from darkening hives. Beyond her, winter stars glimmer?ports of call. The Wrestler Richard 5. Chess When that stinking angel Ed, the smartest boy in Violet shorts, lifted and dropped me to the mat, when that slob landed on me, I went deaf to the skinny birds who ringed the mat with jeers, heard only my breath escaping. For a dizzy moment I confused him with One of the dumbbell-tough thugs who ?icks his ashes at girlish boys, but then I flipped onto my safe belly and rose, ass ?rst, to shake this nuisance from my back. He dropped me by the thighs this time and worked my shoulder blades toward the ?oor. No prayer could save me. On the count of three Ed rose like vapor and vanished down a dark corridor toward some book, no doubt, leaving me, the blessed son of Isaac, crushed on the matted earth from which my children have risen to take revenge. Anger Caroline Pz'nkelstez'zz Selina, a child not a child not a child but a Jew, goes to the store for milk. This is Lodz where rumor has the chickens plotting . . . In their necklaces of lice the chickens sway and gabhle at their prayers as if . .. as if the holy Sabbath were a barnyard! Soon. Soon. This is Lodz the dogs will eat. 79