showed what I felt?the pity of war. Without a word from me the Israeli gunner cried out: ?Don?t forget what we have gone through!? Alas, I don?t seem to forget or even overlook any- thing ?we? go through?~or what in my own country PAPER some of them have always made me go through. These are bonds that never break, that I have no wish ever to break. But it is precisely this refusal to forget that enables me to speak as I do even if?God forbid?I speak only for myself. Women and Tikkun/tikkun Judy Chicago an Fink, publisher of Ttiiahzm magazine, recently wrote a column discussing the problems the magazine was having ?nding women writers (Ti/elem, Sept/Oct. 1988). At the time, I was working on an image from the Holocaust Project dealing with genocide in the twentieth century, linking it to the destruction of Eastern European Jews. I was doing a lot of reading on the subject of genocide and had noticed, rather sadly, that almost all the writing I was encountering was by men. It upset me that women weren?t dealing with these issues because I believe we have a signi?cant contribution to make about what it will take to repair and heal the world. Like Nan, I wondered where our voices were. When Nan asked me to participate in the conference, I suggested, and she agreed, that we do a panel entitled ?Women and Tillehzm,? because I believed that the problem she had outlined reflected a much larger issue?that is, women?s relationship to the overall problem of transforming the world into a more humane place. In preparation for the conference, I thought a lot about this issue and concluded that there are two basic problems, an internal one and an external one. The ?rst problem, the internal one, is what I would call female narcissism; by that I mean an overbearing obsession among women with the nature of our identities as? women. I myself shared this obsession for many years and, in fact, made quite came to a point in 1982 when I could no longer make images of women. I realized that women are everybody?s love (or hate) object. Women paint women, men paint women?and when women's bodies are used, even by Indy Chicago is an artist and writer who is committed to the idea that art can contribute to changing consciousness whiie retaining its integrity and meaning as art. She is presently working on a majbr project about the Holocaust with her hushend, photographer Dorzaid Woodman. 80 TIKKUN VOL. 4, No. 3 women, as the exclusive form through which certain human attributes are represented (such as'vulnerability and sensuality), we implicitly reinforce the identi?cation of femininity with a range of human feelings that sup- posedly remain outside the sphere of men. Hence, we perpetuate sexist attitudes, albeit unconsciously. Why was I obsessed for more than a decade with the nature of female identity? Because the images that exist as part of the mainstream culture promote a concept of womanhood that is still unacceptable to any conscious, evolved womanwand I?m referring to cultural icons all the way from the most degrading pornography to the most exalted images of women found in all the museums of the world, images that do not re?ect our own experi- ence of ourselves as full human beings. It?s not that other images of women don?t exist, but that the alterna- tive views forged by women artists and writers for the last two centuries are still outside the mainstream. There- fore, as part of one?s self-development, and for one?s own sanity, one is forced to provide?for oneself and one?s peers?a healthier image of the female self than that which is prevalent. This process occupies a lot of time and energy, which is one reason why there seem to be so few women dealing with ?larger issues.? The problem is that until our own images of ourselves as women vie equally with those of men?s in the marketplace and the museums, a certain amount of female energy will continue to be lost in the endless reinventing of the self that is essential in a world that continues to deny female self-de?nition. But what happens if and when one breaks out of this narcissism? I am a case in point. As threatening as it is for a woman to de?ne herself outside of male de?nition, it is even more threatening for her to transcend self- de?nition as her focus and insist on her place in the larger world as a woman with a woman?s point of view. When I stopped painting women, I lost a lot of my female audience?most of whom still hunger, and under- standably so, for images that af?rm them. But the nature and de?nition of oppression lie in the fact that it pre- vents full individuation. The process of individuation is what leads one, as one moves forward in self-de?nition, to address the larger and broader social issues. It is not that I do not both understand and support women?s need for collective action and group bonding as part of the process of self-development. It is, rather, that I want to be able to move beyond it and not suffer a loss of support from the female audience. My own experience in this area leads me to argue that one reason it is hard to ?nd women writing on global issues is that it is still dif?cult for us to individuate beyond our identities as women and be rewarded for it. This describes what I would call the internal answer to the question about why it is hard to ?nd women who are addressing major intellectual issues. ow for another, more external reason, one that I would refer to as pollution taboos?some of which are speci?cally connected to issues of being Jewish. Some time ago, I gave a print from the Birth Project (which deals with the subjects of birth and creation) to a young, modern Orthodox couple who?d just had a child. They called me up to say that they Conldn?t accept such an image because it violated the proscription about modesty (that is to say, some subjects are too ?private? for public viewing, even in as trans- formed a form as one of my works of art). I, of course, took the print back because I didn?t want my friends to be uncomfortable. But I tried to point out that all these so-called private subjects have to do with women?s reality. To show that these pollution taboos are not con?ned to the Jewish world, I want to tell a story about my effort to give an artwork from the Birth Project to a hospital?speci?cally, to the pavilion of a major Los Angeles hospital (which they were planning to rename the Woman?s Pavilion because, they said, they wanted to ?af?rm? women). The head of the department was very encouraging and seemingly excited about the possibility of receiving a piece from the Birth Project. ?We discussed the details of the gift, its placement, and the opening ceremonies. But, later, it turned out that he was uncomfortable about the images. it seems that it is all right to look at the ?crowning? of a baby every day, as long as one doesn?t put an image of it on the wall. What does this say about the continued social and political resistance to truly af?rming women's experi- ence? What isn?t imaged doesn?t exist as part of our social reality. The absence of images that validate and con?rm women?s experience re?ects the reality of a world that does not incorporate our experience into its norion of what it means to be human. Recently I was in Israel where, in the Old City of Jerusalem, I met a group of young, born-again American Jews. The ?rst night, one young Hasid, an American, refused to shake my hand and averted his eyes while talking to me. Now I, who was brought up in a secular Jewish family which advocated equal rights for women, have had very little exposure to traditional Jewish pol- lution taboos regarding women. What does it mean to come from a culture which explicitly and implicitly reviles women and women?s experience? And to what degree do long-standing pollution taboos continue to operate in both Jewish and non-Jewish cultures to make THE BIRTH PROJECT Judy Chicago, Earth Birth 1983, az'r?rmb and quilting, 63 135 Elm/98$, quilted by Jacquelyn photo by Michele Mater: WOMEN AND TIKKUN 81 women feel uncomfortable about addressing the issues that are really fundamental to our lives? ?The personal is political? was one of the most signi?- cant axioms of the women?s movement. But the personal can become political, and be seen in its universal dimen- sion, only if one?s personal experience is not considered polluted. Additionally, the degree to which women still operate in a world that considers certain issues ?women?s issues? is, I believe, a reflection of the fact that women?s issues have been left out of the ?human? or ?global? dialogue, and are, in fact, still considered inappropriate for social and political discourse. Tbe problenz is tbat we truly bring our perspectweas women to bear on tbe world, we will probably end up cballenging men?particularly around tb eir intellectual blindness to tbe way inale values and patriarebal assumptions sbape tbe framework and tbe inetbods of tbeir problem solving. \Vhich leads me to ask, What are the ?global? issues? What should we, as socially concerned women, be ad- dressing, and are these the issues men include in their de?nition of important subject matter? Starvation, il- literacy, overpopulation, exploitation and destruction of the ecosysrem, abuse of anirnals?all these spring to mind. And what is more global than the universal abuse of children? How can we really have a humane society with the level of male violence against women and children that exists? This last point is important because men rarely recog- nize how gender conditioning affects behavior. Therefore, men are unable to see the connections among violence against women and children, the larger problems of the planet, and their own culpability as men. Moreover, the nature of the intellectual challenge, as it is posed by male thinking, is terribly narrow?it generally does not look at the overall conditions of the world but, rather, focuses on small, abstract issues. or does this dialogue generally connect our individual experiences with those of everyone else?s on the planet. Perhaps if intellectual discourse were more connected to human experience, more women would participate. How can we integrate what have been considered the concerns of women into the intellectual discourse, so that those concerns can be seen as central rather 82 TIKKUN VOL. 4, No. 3 than peripheral to the process of transforming our planet from a place of suffering to a world of hope? Of course, when we women manage to transcend female narcissism, overCOme pollution taboos, and then bring our perspective as women to bear on issues, our ideas are often ignored by male thinkers. A case in point: I have been thinking a lot lately about the issue of uniqueness versus universality vis-a-vis the Holocaust. One of the people whom I admire On this subject is a man named Yehuda Bauer. In one of his articles, ?The Place of the Holocaust in History,? I came across the following line about the Nazi mentality: ?It is interesting that the SS . .. opposed, in theory at least, sadism and what they called ?heedless brutality' [and instead they promoted] ?Ezslealt??cold-blooded murder with no investment of emotive factors.? He continues by saying, We still lack a proper analysis of ibis pbenomenon, its use in real life, its meaning [emphasis mine] Earlier in the article, he referred to how the Hungarian Jews were unable to convert the information they had about the extermination of the Jews into knowledge, implying that it is knowledge that impels action. I would argue in contrast to Bauer that we do have an analysis that allows us to comprehend the Nazi mentality. For a number of years, women have been examining male behavior. I myself did it in my recent series Powerplay (which, by the way, was the only work I?ve ever exhibited that was met by near total silence, both from men and from women). For over a decade, I and other women have been analyzing the ?cold-blooded, emotionless? value system of masculinity and its political program, patriarchy. We have provided an enormous amount of information that makes Nazi ideology completely understandable in terms of past and present patriarchal values. But this information has not been converted into knowledge by scholars (or in my case, viewers) because it con?icts with men?s own images of themselves, and because men still require women to support rather than cballenge their view of the world. I am often asked if ?we?ve come a long way, baby,? a question I detest. We have come to a point where women can more easily participate in the world, but only we support men in tbeir often distorted view of tbe world. The problem is that if we truly bring our perspective as women to bear on the world (which, I might posit, is one of our great gifts because our perspective has been shaped by our experiences as victims rather than victors, which makes it a mirror for many peoples who have been victimized by patriarchal values), we will probably end up challenging men? particularly around their intellectual blindness to the way male values and patriarchal assumptions shape the framework and the methods of their problem solving. This leads men to trivialize or disregard female think- ing when it is at its most profound. This process can be seen as another version of pollution taboos?meaning the fear of being polluted (read castrated or weakened) by female perception. This is a rather infantile response to what could be interpreted as intellectual challenge at its ?nest. Pollution taboos have invaded all our thinkingaboth the ways we see the problems confronting us and the ways we?ve chosen to express ourselves. For decades, women were able to acquire training as artists, yet, even now, most women do not express their own experience as women in their art. Why? Because we consider our- selves ?polluted,? meaning not worthy of public ex- posure. We?ve internalized a view of ourselves that continues today. And the fact that many men are still uncomfortable around powerful women can be seen as another example of pollution taboos. Women?s power is to be restricted to the domestic sphere; her realities are not to be imaged; her power is not to be demon- strated in the public arena. To violate this rule is to become ?unfeminine,? even today. The tradition of pollution tabOOS in Jewish culture is, of course, particularly relevant to the issue of women and til-:kun. For there must be a complete rede?nition of gender roles in Judaism if women are to seriously participate in transformation. How the magazine Tz'kkzm can facilitate this transformation and also offer a more humanized dialogue seems to be implicitly connected to the answers to the questions raised in Nan Pink?s column. Cl PAPER: LESBIAN, GAY, AND PROGRESSIVE JEws Jewish Progressives and the Jewish Community Irena Kiep?sz do not accept the assumption that there exist two distinct Jewish worlds?progressive and main- stream (or traditional) ?whose values and norms are always in con?ict. My experience as a feminist and a lesbian is that the Jewish world we call progressive has often been as slow and reluctant to deal with feminist and gay issues as has the mainstream Jewish world. Some advances have been made, and many, though not all, Jewish progressives have reached the stage of paying obligatory lip service to and ensuring token represen- tation at progressive events. But ?ghting sexism and homophobia and gaining full rights for gays have not evoked the same passion that the causes of other minorities evoke. Most Jewish feminists and gays that I know remain angry at and frustrated with Jewish progressives. Deeply committed to progressive causes, frequently in the vanguard of political action, Jewish feminists and gays ?nd ourselves ?ghting for the rights of others without the secure knowledge that others will ?ght for us. Most of the time we ?ght sexist and heterosexist battles alone in both the mainstream and progressive Jewish worlds. Irena Klep?sz is a Yz'ddz'rbz'st and coedz?tor of The Tribe of Dina: A Jewish Women?s Anthology (Beacon, 1989). 5/26 is a meIder of {be Jewish Women?s Committee to End the Occupation. And because my expectations of these two worlds are different, my reactions to advances in them vary as well. For me, the advances for feminists and gays in the mainstream Jewish community are more meaningful because they are the result of greater effort than the advances in the Jewish progressive community, where I always expect validation and support. Thus, I ?nd greater satisfaction in the fact that a lesbian support group exists at the New York Section of the National Council of Jewish Women than in the fact that a lesbian and gay panel is scheduled afa progressive event?usually only after protests and at the last minute. In this instance, the National Council seems to have a higher conscious- ness and is acting more progressively than progressives themselves. So the two Jewish worlds?progressive and main- stream?do not differ that greatly and require the same energy in ?ghting these speci?c battles. Perhaps that is the reason I attempt to avoid the ?us? and ?them? division and try to ?nd common ground from which to launch various battles in both worlds. The ?us? and ?them? division??us? meaning pro- gressives and ?them? meaning the mainstream?is too simple and veils a more complex reality. It also smacks of smugness and self-righteousness, which I ?nd alien- ating. It assumes that the progressive world has every- 83