Page 215 1 joke, yes, and we all laughed. 2 plan to kill myself — 3 are you 4 yourself; did you take any drugs; are you going to take 5 any drugs; are you going — 6 thoughts? 7 thought? he asked me all these questions: potential for self-harm; are you cutting 8 9 He asked me if I had a are you having suicidal I said, well, who hasn't had a suicidal And he asked me, he said, do you have any plans to kill yourself? And I said, no. I said, but 10 it s Texas; it's not that hard to find a gun. 11 was said just like that, and everybody kind of 12 snickered. 13 basis that I was asked to write this down and that was 14 the only basis at any time in any of the records that I 15 presented with any sort of suicidal ideation, now I know 16 what the word means, now — 17 do it. And it If that's the only basis, that is the only it means you have ideas to Then I guess I did; I wrote that down, yes. 18 MS. ZAVARELLI: Okay. Objection to the 19 nonresponsive parts and up until before "yes, I did; I 20 guess I wrote that down." 21 22 Q. (BY MS. ZAVARELLI) You've looked through your entire Millwood records, haven't you? 23 A. I've never seen this before. 24 G. You've looked through — 25 okay. Separate and apart from that, you've looked through your Millwood Magna©