VICTIM IHFACT STATEMENT

The defendant's criminal actions have had a devastating and pervasive
affect on my life and my family. I will never be the same person. I now live
everyday with the knowiedge of how he attacked and severely damaged
hundreds of innocent people's lives and murdered 13 innocent people who
were loved and have now been missed for 40 years or more. I live
everyday with post traumatic distress where any unexpected noise, or
movement of any person or object. can be perceived by my mind as a
threat to me. Simple everyday experiences such as a car moving from one
lane into another lane behind your car can bring fear to me. (Since while
shopping at Trader Joe's grocery store. a hand touched my forearm while I
was looking into a freezer. My heart began to race and my body jolted. I
was tenil?red that was about to be banned, when in reality someone I knew
just wanted to say hello to me. I have lost my ability to trust people. I
trusted the defendant when he told me he had to work. or was going
pheasant hunting. or going to visit his parents hundreds of miles away. i
worked graveyard shifts at Jack in the Borr fast food restaurant and at
Placer County Juvenile Hall. At times I studied late into the night at my law
school. When I was not around Itrusted he was doing what he told me he
was doing. Now. without the ability to trust. my relationships with other
people are severely impacted. wish that nothing I say here will detract
from any other person's impact statement.

Sharon Huddle